I need help, God, I need your help.

My mind is on fire, my heart aches.

I feel disconnected and broken. I feel hurt, and I’m asking for you to reach out to me. I can’t think straight, my breathing is racing, and my heart is bleeding within me.

I feel disconnected, and abandoned, like those near me have passed into a beyond I can’t go to. Tell me why these things happen, as my heart bleeds chaos into the universe.

You never have asked a greater thing of me, and I’m feeling forsaken.